What is Love?

Love is beyond all description

Love is greater than what anyone can express,
greater than that which anyone can understand,
or experience, and yet..

It is always fully expressed,
by those who are the givers
whenever Love is given, and
It's nature is quite fully known,
by all who have feelings,
wherever It's presence is felt.



Love knows no absolute boundaries,
but all of the boundaries in life
were put there out of love,
to allow Soul's desires to find expression.

Love is the inspiration for all that is,
and yet it is far beyond any thing,
or any combination of things.

Love is greater than any thought,
idea, or conception of meaning,
yet it is the reason why we have thoughts,
and why meanings are sought.

Love is far greater than any feeling,
and yet our capacity to feel grows more out of love
than for any other reason.

Love is far beyond anything
which can be obtained by reaching,
or striving, and yet..

Love is the real motivation behind all efforts,
striving, or reaching beyond oneself,
and beyond ones limits.

Love is the ultimate goal of all searching,
and it is also our only reliable means
of obtaining that goal.

Love is the one key that can unlock all things.

It can reveal the deepest mystery.

It will soften the hardest hearts.

It brings you to the very Heart of Heaven.

It will reveal itself through the art of giving,
and the sharing of oneself.

For Love is a gift.

It is, in fact the one gift there is.

As, truly, all other gifts are a part
of this gift of giving.

Love is the basis for Life itself!

In fact, It is Life, and everything else
also arises out of Love.

Love is the very substance of Life,
and Love's expression is the purpose
for which all of reality came into being.

It is the one thing to which all life aspires,
because Love is what we have always been.

Love is so healing, and it feels so familiar,
because it is the true nature of your Self.

Soul has the same nature as Love.
It arises out of the giving of the One.
Soul is the Kindness of the One
Divine Self incarnate.

Life is the expression of Its
desire to show Love.

Ours is the fulfillment of Its
dreams of Love's expression.

This is the essence of Divine Love.

It is the One Self giving the gift of Itself to us,
so that we might share in the great expression of Love.

It is the one gift, that we can find
Love's meaning in our lives,
and the Life of the Divine in Our Self.

Giving, Kindness, and the expression of Love
bring us closer to the One,
and closer to our own true Self.

They make it possible to experience
the Love that Spirit has for us,
and they make it easier for us to accomplish
Life's sweet purpose.

All other things in life pale before Love,
for true fulfillment comes only
when Love is realized.

It is as great as a lightning stroke,
so bright, and powerful,
that it threatens to shatter the heavens.

But Love is as soft as a Flower too,
and often just as fragile.

So, though It has always been here,
It will only be sure to appear in Its own sweet time.

L-O-V-E

Love is patient and kind;
love is not jealous or boastful;
it is not arrogant or rude.
Love does not insist on its own way;
it is not irritable or resentful;
Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never ends;
as for prophecies, they will pass away;
as for tongues, they will cease;
as for knowledge, it will pass away.
So faith, hope, love abide, these three;
but the greatest of these is love.
[Corinthians 13: 1-8, 13]

I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.

Intense love does not measure, it just gives.

Putrajaya

Faisal is going back to Tawau today, and I needed to renew my CPL License.

So off to Putrajaya we went :)

Faisal posing.

Unfortunately, I didn't know that I needed to bring my Logbook.
Boo! :(

Baby took us to Alamanda instead.

Candid.

Them being the idiots that they are.

Kutuk-ing KayELLE people's Bahasa >:(

Attempted to take a pic of Faisal when he ate his Choc Donut.
he had a missing tooth at the first bite.. and it was so funny!
But, yeah. Respected his wishes.


I am officially jealous. I want!

Me and baby.

The Landcruiser Faisal begged baby to go on =)

But to no avail.

11.05.10

Happy 4th month baby! ♥

Many more to come :)

Fo' shure!

* baby girl *

Note - the time here is 12.01 am. I wished you first!

updated on 12.05.2010 01.21am

Thank you :*

Loving the white Flag ♥

Cutest gift I have received (going to receive) by far =)

Short Update

Went to baby's place after gym in the morning.

Kissed him lightly til he wakes up, but he insisted on sleeping some more -_-

So off we were to Serdang at 10 for baby's interview.

Then to New Town PJ for my medical renewal.

Baby slept in the car while waiting AN HOUR AND HALF for me!

His sleepy face couldn't be more adorable :D *heart melts*

So sweet of him ♥

I'm sorry for stressing you out :(

Just thought I would share and not hide anything from you.

We're supposed to work things out together as a couple, right?

Do know that, no matter what others say or think of you;

I still love you.

Just another Sunday

As usual, watched baby play in ISKL

Then insisted I drove home from there :)

I am bad with roads I know.

Baby was disturbing my concentration all the way -_-

So we got home and Faisal treated us to some leftovers.

KFC

Big Apple

At the end of the day

Spot the similarity? =)

LOVE YOU BABY!!

Good Luck with the interview tmrw!

You SO owe me your 'bantal' busuk! :*

Day 5

Had fun when you sang christmas songs to me. And also the pillow fight/wrestling.

"When he takes me in his arms
And speaks softly to me,
I see life in rosy hues.
He tells me words of love,
Words of every day,
And in them I become something."

(four sentences missing due to a disagreement between the owner of the blog and the blogger for this post)
LOL love you!

Lessons Learnt

1) Always throw the disk LEVEL, height to be used - the waist

2) Do not bend shoulders when throwing

3) No "travelling"

4) Always "snap" when throwing

Also introduced to long distance throwing.

Whole session was only approx 30 mins due to 3 kids who joined us and kept insulting each other

ie-

Kid A : You are so lame.

Kid B : You are ultra lame.

Kid A : You are ultra violet lame!

-_-''

I know! OH GOD. Kids nowadays.

Thank you baby, for being so patient with a slow learner like me.

Hope teaching me frisbee from square one doesn't bore you out.

Had fun during the short Kadazan Karaoke session in my room before baby left. Lol. Cheered me up as he sang like an idiot.

Thanks for the benadryl, norcolut, polaramine, nimjom, fisherman's friend, redbull and most of all for taking care of me, wiping me with a wet towel & enduring the mood-less a.k.a. moody me.

OH, OH and also teman-ing me the whole day up until my curfew when you could've just spent it with your childhood friend Faisal who's staying over.

Wished you didn't have to leave, it was so warm and comfortable hugging you ♥

update @ 12.57 am : craving for cream crackers! :( still waiting for baby to be home

Guess who got a new disk? :)

Mr Francis trained me today.
Third day in a row during the evening.
It was fun, pretending not to know how to do the correct forehand, then wanting him to teach me by holding my hands from behind me, as if being hugged ^^
So i got this, as an encouragement.

My first. Hee =)

The back ♥

We left this one at my house yesterday, so had to use the new one baby gave me. Aside from a few scratches on my new disk, this is what I got :

A blistered lip from poor catching.

A blistered and dirty toe from not wearing shoes. There were stones and thorns. Ouch :(

Of course, I also can throw a backhand smoothly now, and much further too.

Learned the correct technique to throw a forehand, still improving.

Baby also taught me how to catch with just one hand.

And the techniques to throw further, and catch more accurately.

I hardly close my eyes catching the disk now

(I was afraid it would hit me :p)

And I look at the disk instead of that handsome dude teaching me how to throw correctly :D

Had so much fun although I am down with flu, cough and sore throat.

It's just the beginning.

Thank you

Baby, although we may end up fighting more than we want to, I appreciate that you're making an effort to change for the better. It is never your fault alone, I played a part in it too.

I remember everytime when we make up after a fight, hugging each other tightly with tears in our eyes, I silently prayed that God will grant u patience.

Patience so that you don't anger easily,

Patience so that you don't hurt yourself,

Patience so you will talk to me more softly and lovingly as days pass by.

Patience so you will learn to love yourself as you have loved me.

Indeed we are going through tough times, from a bad breakup to the transition between studying and working, to many other little things thats happening daily.

And those "little reasons" has prevented me from loving you the way I want to. Showing you care, and constantly reassuring you. I'm sorry if I made u feel neglected. You know I never meant to :(

Although every now and then I may be cold, harsh and say mean things to you, but baby.. I just want you to know that I never meant it, and underneath all those I DO LOVE YOU, very much.

I have never doubted your love for me, as you've never failed to show it and reassure me through words and actions time and time again. Thank you baby, for everything you've done for me.

Don't worry, I will never give up on you. I know that we will overcome our problems together, right? And I will definitely love you more and more through time ;)

Here's a picture, quoting you - "the day I first kissed you" :D

.. also the beginning of something good.. US! :) :* <3

*hugsandkisses*

I love you!

-babygirl-

I'm sorry

Baby,

I'm sorry if I've hurt you. Just that I felt troubled this two days and it did affected me. Sorry to cause all those misunderstandings just now and I know it shouldnt be happening in the first place.

You threw frisbee this evening and you improved so much! never knew you could throw that far because the last time we toss a disc, its only half the length of this evening.. and its also more accurate! Who said you dont know how to throw? You're improving! ^^

The pasta that I've cooked was only a simple and just simply cook it. Never knew it taste nice and baby liked it cos I didnt even taste when when I was still cooking it. Maybe thats what people always said, 'When you cook with your heart, it will always taste good!'

Hope the 'Q' on your keyboard helps you with the 'S'.. =)

I love you baby! I'll always pray for you and for us.. Pray this prayer with me:

My Lord God, through whom strength is made perfect in weakness, I pray to you, give us the strength we need.
You have said, that to your children who have no might, you will increase strength. I am weak. Bless me with a measure of strength, as may be sufficient for me.
When I am tempted by evil, deliver me, by granting me the power to overcome it. When my daily work is too hard for me, give me the strength to be able to do it. That our temper will be comforted by your presence.
If my burden oppresses me beyond my bearing, lighten my load, that my strength may be equal to it.
You have helped many, I ask that You will help us to overcome all the weaknesses in ourselves.
Thank you my Lord. Amen.